I started this post about a major fear of mine – spiders. Then I decided that was kind of a cheesy cop out.
It took about 2 seconds to figure out what to write about.
I have a fear of regret. More specifically, regretting not doing something. Like this house, this lifestyle. I could have lived my whole life, living life the “normal” way. But when I’m 70 and look back, would I regret not attempting this. Would I regret not following God’s prompting because of my fear and uncertainty? Would I regret or feel like I missed out on His intended blessings for our life because it went against the grain? I don’t want to be 60 or 80 and say “I wish I would have…”. So I swallowed my fear, followed my God and my husband and here we are on an amazing journey.